sup!

So i have a friend, that has a disease that makes the blood not normal, and apparently it mutated the common cold into something that can knock me on my butt..........gosh.

Current Mood: sickly
Current Music: diomonds from sierra leone

so i think i might have a busy weekend.

so today i was driving from wilmette to my house to take a shower and grab some clothes only to go back to wilmette so i can de a servant in the morning, yay for serving btw, but here i am driving and traffic was terrible, it took over an hour to go that like 7 miles or whatever. but there was this guy that was standing in the middle of a crosswalk peeing in the street. little bit weird huh? I LOVE CHICAGO

so i havent done the Blog thing in a while. This morning when i was in the shower i thought of charisse, there was this spider on the ceiling doing its spidy thing, then i laughed at remembering when she screamed when she was in my bathroom and saw a spider. it died after i got out of the shower, terrible run-in with a shoe. I dont really have a crzy fear of bugs but then again i dont really like them in my house.

so i havent written on my blog in a while, but i decided that i should. so i have been kinda disturbed all day today cuz this mornign on mancow i heard the voice recording from a 911 call yesterday where these three pitbulls were malling 2 young children, it was really scary sounding. you could hear the dogs and the kids and the parents and the noises that they were all making. it drew a really vivid image in my mind and it was a bit too much to wake up to. So I am wondering what u think about the whole pit bull thing. I think that they are beautiful animals but i think that they are also genetically quite dangerous. I agree that the enviroment has some affect and i am sure that many ppl have had great experiences with these animals, but they seem to like to kill things. anywho i think i am going to sip on my D&D cream and sugar and plan a devotional for the House of Worship

Current Mood: nostalgic
Current Music: im a believer-monkees

"O my servants! Sorrow not if, in these days and on this earthly plane, things contrary to your wishes have been ordained and manifested by God, for days of blissful joy, of heavenly delight, are assuredly in store for you. Worlds, holy and spiritually glorious, will be unveiled to your eyes. You are destined by Him, in this world and hereafter, to partake of their benefits, to share in their joys, and to obtain a portion of their sustaining grace. To each and every one of them you will, no doubt, attain."

I love Baha'u'llah.
I love Him.
I love him.
I love her.
I love you.

Current Mood: thoughtful

Poll #580339 watching infrmercials.....
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 2

Which infomercial personality has has the greatest impact in american society

Current Mood: curious
Current Music: Points of Authority-Linkin Park

so i am not going to use and capital letters. i am happy today. it was a good day. i started working at the bnc today. i enjoy it. it has a really great atmosphere. its a really wonderful opportunity to serve the faith too. i am really super happy right now. its good. if u look at my previous posts. i wasnt that happy before. i was actually kinda depressed. but all is well now. woot woot! so i am really excited for more ruhi book 7 this weekend. it makes me really happy to do what the house of justice has asked us to do. and its not like i am going to have to deal with racism here. i am really happy. i am so looking forward to the weekends to come too. it makes me all smiley and stuff on my insides. yay for happy insides. lol. so i am going to go now. i love u all. times 2 even. maybe more. if i love you more than times 2 then u know it anyways.
aaron. brungardt.

Current Mood: geeked

i am all giddy inside. i am just glad to have a job. wont have to worry about racism at the bnc. woot woot. ill write more late.
much love
aaron

Current Mood: cold
Current Music: the sound of the "L"

My heart is yours to fill or burst, to break or bury, or wear as jewelery, which ever you prefer.
The words are hushed lets not get busted; just lay entwined here, undiscovered. Safe in here from all the stupid questions. "hey did you get some?" Man, that is so dumb. Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear... SO WE CAN GET SOME.

anyways... now with that said, i must say that i am like way super happier than i was yesterday, i got a job now, which is good. i am going to have a temp job working in the mailroom at the Baha'i National Center. (the Baha'i Faith is like the best thing ever for those of you that read this and are not familiar with it) so thats good, i am glad i will have a job and an income again, cept i think i need to buy some clothes and what not. blah. oh well it will work out no matter what. I think that the world would be a better place if everyone understood eachother, rather than this confusion and lying and backbiting stuff....im just here to state the obvious ppl. So i learned how to make cooking more sexual today on tv....interesting stuff. anywho. im outty
happy birthday to all whose birthday is today.

Current Mood: happy with a twist
Current Music: hands down-duh

I am pissed right now. and i really dont know why. mostly that i dont have a job, and i want one. i quit my job cuz of stupid racism, and now my phone is turned off. and i dont have money for rent. stupid stupid stupid me. I am kinda beating myself up for this and some other stuff. i dunno. i think i need to just get away, get away from it all. i'm not that happy anymore. i wish i was. i dont know whats causing it either, okay so i do to an extent but i dont want to type it.
im outty

Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: SILENCE

So today i feel really down and kinda depressed and stuff. blah. I love God, i think i have extra veils today though cuz it seems like that warm fuzzy feeling is farther away. "It's hard to wake up/ When the shades have been pulled shut/ This house is haunted/It's so pathetic/ It makes no sense at all./ I'm ripe with things to say/ The words rot and fall away."
pray for me



Disclaimer: i am not like super depressed or anything, i am just kinda down. this sounds like a super blue post but i am actually doing good in the grand scheme of things just a lil less good than i have been for the last few months.

Current Mood: okay
Current Music: crazy screamo emo

Poll #576226 Happy luck stars
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 3

How often would you say that u are completely 100%, couldn't be any better, happy.

Not by the force of numbers, not by the mere exposition of a set of new and noble principles, not by an organized campaign of teaching -- no matter how worldwide and elaborate in its character -- not even by the staunchness of our faith or the exaltation of our enthusiasm, can we ultimately hope to vindicate in the eyes of a critical and sceptical age the supreme claim of the Abha Revelation. One thing and only one thing will unfailingly and alone secure the undoubted triumph of this sacred Cause, namely, the extent to which our own inner life and private character mirror forth in their manifold aspects the splendor of those eternal principles proclaimed by Bahá'u'lláh.

(Shoghi Effendi, Baha'i Administration, p. 66)

that is insane!!!! i have read this quote many many times but i am just utterly befuddled (not sure if thats a real word) by it. Read it a few times then let me tell you how i try to break it down. 'Not by the force of numbers' so that means that even if the majority of the world was Baha'i that we couldn't 'ultimately hope to vindicate in the eyes of a critical and sceptical age the supreme claim of the Abha Revelation'. 'not by the mere exposition of a set of new and noble principles'-that means we cant hope to bring triumph to this cause even if we expose to the world all of these new and noble priciples. 'not by an organized campaign of teaching'. 'not even by the staunchness of our faith or the exaltation of our enthusiasm'- according to dictionary.com staunchness is the noun form of staunch and staunch means-Firm and steadfast; true.
or
Having a strong or substantial construction or constitution.

and exaltation means- The act of exalting or the condition of being exalted.
or
A state or feeling of intense, often excessive exhilaration or well-being.

So... no matter how firm or steadfast our faith is and no matter how intense our enthusiasm, these things wont lead to the triumph of this cuase. There is only one thing that can-"One thing and only one thing will unfailingly and alone secure the undoubted triumph of this sacred Cause, namely, the extent to which our own inner life and private character mirror forth in their manifold aspects the splendor of those eternal principles proclaimed by Bahá'u'lláh."
The only thing that will lead to the success of this cause is how much our inner being (and the parts of us that are completely private) mirror those priciples of Baha'u'llah.

If anyone has any comments on this please tell me i wanna understand how other ppl look at this too.

anyways im outty i gotta go to a devotional gathering. lots of love
aaron

Current Mood: optimistic
Current Music: three 6 Mafia- Ridin spinners

so i cant think of too many blog worthy things to write so this is a list of things relevent to me right now:
unemployed
gotta find a job
interview at BNC tomorrow
wisconsin was fun
i love being alive right now
must do laundery
i miss people
should clean my room
Nahal!
i want richard to never have headaches again
i am falling in love with chi-town
my toe hurts
i got to play with baby bunnies this past weekend
the temple rocks my face
ruhi 7 this weekend and youth classes
can i do both?
i wonder it will be like when we are all old people
Gleanings never fail to amaze me beyond belief
silence
im outty

Current Mood: blah
Current Music: silence

so i finally decided it would be wise for me to start doing the whole blogging thing. i am not going to write anything else now. maybe more later after i finish setting stuff up and whatnot....

Current Mood: relaxed
Current Music: leaving song pt.1- AFI